true story.....

More than a year has passed since I heard this real story. I rather felt it and put myself on the protagonist’s place to go through how he would have felt. Now, I don’t know how long it took him to recover, but my gut feelings do tell me that he has moved on & his painful memories are reduced to ashes.

This is a story about a guy & a girl. He saw her, became friend with her & without knowing fell for her because he simply thought she was sent by God for him. She is so unique…smart…kind…feminine…& above all he likes her for what she is. He thought she is his dream girl. He doesn’t know how to tell & scared to tell her his feelings since he thought she is not interested in love. He kept his feelings to himself, buried deeply inside his wretched heart. He made her gifts not to attract her or make her love him, but he felt like giving her…he helped her on certain things not with any purposes or intentions but just wanted to help her. He did all those just to get an opportunity to talk with her. Talking with her & seeing her big bright eyes made him felt like he is in heaven & forget all worries if she is with him.

He was born lonely, not that he had no parents or friend, but this girl was something else and he thought may be she could bring more happiness to his murky life, like a candle that give brightness to a dark room... he wanted her to be his beloved wife…to wipe his tears of past…like an angel sent by God to guide a lost or stranded soul. He wants her love, her affection, her motivation, her guidance; He just wants that girl to be with him. He wants her to be not only as a wife… but as a friend, who supports, as a sister who motivates and as a mother who encourages.

But everything he dreamed was shattered into pieces whenhe realized that she belongs to some one else. There is no place for him in her small heart. One day he saw her with another guy & everything crept into darkness. Though he saw her with another guy and he realized that it is pointless to confess his feelings to her, but he did. Now the pain is even worse.

He knows that love is something that cannot be forced…love is something divine; we cannot see but only can feel it. He came to senses that she only saw him as a normal guy & he was nothing for her but for him she is everything. Though finally he realized that she is not destined to be with him, but the pain that she gave him after confessing is worse. She now accused him of being a bad person, just because he confessed to her. Herperception about him changed…she no longer has respect for him…she has started to HATE him…all this because he loves her???? Whom to be blamed here???? Who is guilty or wrong??? And who is innocent here??? Is it the guy’s fault to fall for her without knowing the truth or is the girl wrong to HATE him after knowing that heloves her…or is it fate to be blamed for all these.

Today I came back from Singapore after a short vacation. Now I’m sitting in front of my PC analyzing this true story which might have happened one year ago. Hmmm I don’t know what lies ahead in that guy’s life, but I knew few things from that story. Everything happens for a reason & time is the best remedy to cure some psychological scars. Hope you guys enjoy reading it and please. Finally, I would like to put a quote that suits his story:

“It’s better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot”~Anatole France~

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